Dear Isabella, I really hope you're okay and not as sad as you look in so many of your pictures. It must be tearing you up inside thinking your birth family didn't want you. That is the furthest thing from the truth. We have always wanted you and did everything possible to bring you home. We fought for years to prove you were ILLEGALLY stolen by the State of New Hampshire. Even the NH Legislature ruled that you were taken illegally and ruled that you should be given back to your Mother, or to me and your Grampie. Unfortunately it never happened.
I know you're being told you weren't wanted. That's the story they tell ALL the stolen children. They brainwash each and every one of you into thinking you were given away. That your REAL family's didn't want you. THAT is REAL child abuse. I can't imagine making a child suffer through so much pain as to make them believe they weren't wanted.That's how they make sure that you don't run away to look for your REAL family. A way to make sure you comply. And by the way, the stranger's raising you as well as all the other stolen kid's are paid quite handsomely to hold you hostage. And beware, many of these children are being drugged and told what they're being fed are vitamin's. Many of them even get Social Security, which the fake parent's take. I hope you're not one of them.
I met your FAKE parent's in the Hospital after you were born. Your fake Mother told me we would be good friends and I would be able to visit you. What a crock. DCYF did everything in their power to slander me and my entire family. I've heard from other Foster stranger's that they were told not to have anything to do with the birth families or the stolen children would be taken away from them and placed with someone else. I've seen it happen. DCYF lied to your fake parent's. They told them I would kidnap you. If I wanted to kidnap you, I would have done so a long time ago. Unlike DCYF and your fake parent's, I abide by the law. I do thing's legally. They accused me of going to their condo in Hudson one night and trying to break in. They supposedly found cigarette butts on the deck. So they tried to blame me. I asked if they tested for DNA. Of course I got no answer. The person who tried to break in was probably one of the many people they owed money to, because it sure as hell wasn't me. I had cataracts at the time and couldn't even see at night. And like I said, I'm not about breaking the law.
We have loved, missed and worried about you for almost sixteen years now. Your REAL Grampie never even got to meet you. He loved you with all his heart and your fake parent's didn't even have the decency to let you meet him while he was in the Hospital dying. They knew I sent out a message to you. They even told your Father I did. They tried to say I contacted them, which I didn't and begged them to let you see him. More lies. That's all you've ever been told. Your Mother was set up to fail from day one and your fake parent's didn't even meet State requirement's to have you placed in their home. Their fist question to the caseworker that dropped you off was,"When will we be financially supplemented?" On a cold rainy day in October, when your mother went to visit you, you had no jacket or hat on. You were wrapped in a thin blanket, so your Mother brought you a beautiful snowsuit from the baby shower we had for you so you wouldn't catch cold. Grampie bought you the most beautiful bassinet and everything else you needed. He even remodeled the house and made you your own bedroom. The bedroom your two little sister's have now. Your two little sister's who take your picture to bed at night, in hopes of someday meeting you. So yes, your entire family wanted you from the day we found out your Mother was pregnant. Our lives revolved around you. Our living room is a shrine filled with your pictures. Everywhere you look in the house are pictures of you. When your Mother used to visit you, she would put her phone up to your ear and I would sing to you, just like I did in the Hospital, but DCYF put a stop to that of course. No matter what your Mother did to fight for you, it was never enough. You were worth too much money to the State by being put in Foster care and then once the fake parent's adopted you (illegally) you were worth even more to the state.
Your Father tried fighting for you also.The State had his name as your Father and even knew where he worked. They wrote down a fake name as your Father, so they never terminated his right's. He filed twice with the court for paternity testing and was denied twice. DCYF put him through the ringer as well as the rest of us, but I was the strong one. I kept fighting them, which is why they hated me so much and made up their lies.
So yes Isabella, you were wanted and still are. I think you're old enough to finally hear the truth instead of only the lies you've been fed all these years.I hope you get to read this message. There is so much you need to know about your ILLEGAL adoption. Don't be unhappy. Please know you were NOT given up. You were STOLEN!
Love always and Forever, Your REAL Grammy!
